Showing you my ugly teeth,oh wait. Tooth fairy!

I bet you all are so eager to see the ugly side of me.
Ya la,show you my teeth lor.

Started the day by meeting Xin Yi to check her teeth as well. She went to the clinic to get a referral letter but was directed to call the school dental clinic at Outram Park instead. I saw the extraction at polyclinic cost only $20. It's a lot better than what I have in my own clinic: $60. So I asked about it and she said polyclinic dental are only for people who are not schooling. In other words,adults/school-dropouts?

When I called to check the one at outram park,the nearest appointment is in April! Goodness,who the hell can wait until April? As for Xin Yi,hers is the nerve exposed already. She's in pain but the nearest appointment is only at the end of March.
Great,suffer for one month plus?


Okay,never mind. Guess you should be more interested in my ugly photos.

4 teeth,4 holes.
My teeth is so ugly,see the need for braces now?

I will spare you from the amount of tissues and blood,but I cannot resist showing you my tooth. Teehee! Don't freak out,don't you people love watching Saw 1-6? A tooth wouldn't kill.

I find it interesting,my teeth is so long!

I am going to put my braces this Sunday. I've been told that after putting braces,it'll be weak for 2-3 days. I sure hope it's really only 2-3 days! As for valentines day,guess it's either I can eat or...

My partner shall eat porridge with me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Dentist Visit No.2 : 4 wisdom teeth yet to grow!

It has been a very long week, and I'm late today again for the appointment.

I reached at 12.15pm instead of 11.30am. As a result,another patient went in first and I had to wait until 12.45pm. But I'm thankful for that,because I went to have lunch with my mom at the food court. Yes,porridge again. I'll take a super long time because I can't really bite well for meat. My teeth is recovering quite well from the pain. But she realized that one of my seperators fell out,that's why that side didn't hurt anymore. Now she slotted it back in,I can feel the tension AGAIN. FML.

What happened ever since the first visit?
My teeth was damn painful,stinging pain. Especially after I woke up,because the teeth is growing and being squeezed due to the seperators. I was contemplating whether to eat painkillers or not because I don't want the painkillers to weaken my immunity.
You DO know that painkillers reside in our body for 5 years,right?
Especially for women,if we keep taking painkillers now,we'll need more painkillers than an average person to ease the pain while giving birth in future.

I remembered last Saturday,I called my bf to tell him about the pain. Just rant to him and tell him about my day. You know,communication ;)

me: Hi dear
he : Eh,hello. Playing mahjong now.
me: Erm,okay. I...
he : Hey,just let you know first. My phone is out of batt already,I'm switching it off already.
If there's anything,we'll talk tomorrow okay?
me: Oh,okay,maybe you can use your friend's phone to text me?(bf should be concern about me whattttttttttt)
he : No. Not a good idea.
me: Please?
he : Okay,I see first.
me: *wants to quickly summarise* I just want to tell you only...
he : Hey,phone no batt already. I gotta go,bye!
me: .......(look at the phone)

Oh great. Well,whatever.
Enough of crap,let's see my xray *beam*
My teeth ones.
Look,4 wisdom teeth yet to come out. This is so interesting!

My head.
Oooh,I can see my neck bone. It's interesting too! In my opinion-.-
Close up views
Yupe,those whiter parts are actually my dental fillings. If you compare to the first xray of my teeth,I do have a lot of dental fillings. Which is why I always dread to go to the dentist. It's interesting to see your own teeth,like there's something hidden inside yourself but you can see it. Of course you'll probably be bored to see others'.

The dentist say that I have a very long jaw,probably explains why I look as though I have a long face. But it wouldn't affect my braces. I'm going to have braces for on my 4th visit,next Sunday. Just now,I could have my extraction of 4 teeth done if I waited half an hour more. But I didn't want,I'm not ready! Will anyone please tell me how does extraction feels like? I'm really scared.

Extraction of the tooth next to the canine teeth will be done on Tuesday. My specialist told me usually she'll let the rest of the teeth rest and stop bleeding as it will feel a little sore after extraction. Gosh,I'm really nervous by the whole thing.

Please,please,please.
PLEASE DON'T LET IT HURT!

Going out now,I'm late for my appointment!

I'm late!
I'm late!
I'm late!

Heading out for my xray appointment now,for my head and teeth.
Then I'm going to Orchard to catch a movie. First day out ever since my break up.
Don'tstalk me!

Love long sleeves shirts,especially if they're white.
Wait,they're from ZARA too,I <3>

I'm single now!

YOOHOO PEOPLE!
Hahaha,yupe. My title says it all.

I'M SINGLE AGAIN.
So sorry about claiming to break up the other time,but now it's for real lah.
Suppose it's a call for celebration? Not only I'm sick of him for being a miser scrooge,but I am back on the island of Singles. Know what that means? FUN,people! If you'd watched couple's retreat,I'm on the Island East,where there's babes and hunks partying every night drinking cocktail,having fun!

Well,the updates on my redundant-but-fun-coming-in life?
My teeth is still hurting,so you guys who wants to take me out on a date? Please choose somewhere that has a porridge.


I think,I'll be so free on Valentine's Day. So feel free to ask me out!


No,wait. BEFORE Valentine's Day. I'm sure you have got relatives to visit too,for Lunar New Year. Went to watch 'New York,I Love You' with XinYi and JiaYing at E!Hub. JY was too filial and left the movie halfway to go home and do her house chores. Whereas XY and I head back to White Sands to meet her boyfriend. Where we ate our dinner of porridge. So not yums =/

I think I'm a bit crazy to keep buying things. But hey,when you are getting ready/had put braces,you'll save a lot of money or even slim down! It's too painful to chew. But anyway,we bought the same ear piece: Bloom from Audio Technica

Now at least I've got something to listen on the way to school. Which means now.
Toodles,readers! My number email is up there for dates.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Btw,I'm so addicted to this song. Damn nice. The highlighted lyrics describes me perfectly.
The video is about vampires.

I be the same when it all goes up
I be the same when it all goes down
Not the first one, open it up
I be the last one closin it out
Don’t know if I’ll give you a shot yet
Lil Mama I’m peepin your style
Do I think you’re dope enough, yup
One way of findin it out
The way you came at me, boo
Don’t care, not afraid I’m like Wild
Really want it from head to toe
Question if she gon let it out
Anyway the hour glass go
I don’t worry anyhow
Why don’t we see where it go
Let’s figure it out

[Chorus]
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy Yeahh
In the morning after
The dawn is here, be gone be on your wayy Yeahh
In the morning after Dark X2

Owww, Oooohhh Owww

Come on SoShy

[SoShy]
I got a little secret for ya
I never sleep when comes the night
But every time I smack my fingers
I switch back into the light
My moon belong to your sun
Your fire is burning my mind
Is it love or is it lust
Something that I just can’t describe (ah)
Am I the one and only (ah)
Cause you’re the only one (ah)
It felt so long and lonely (ah)
Waiting for you to come
It’s lookin bright and early
I’m willing to close my eyes
This is the unusual story
Timbo and SoShy

[Chorus]
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy Yeahh
In the morning after
The dawn is here, be gone be on your wayy Yeahh
In the morning after Dark

Heyy, Heyy, (ay) Heyy, Timbo!

You talk about takin it slow
I’m talkin about takin it Wild
Don’t wanna be too up front no
Baby you know it’s my style
I’m talkin about lightin it up
You talkin about dimmin it down
Don’t think about lettin it go
But I’ve never seen no king that bows
Yes I’m the one and only
You know I see right through ya
I get it your magnetic
So you draw me right to ya
Maybe I give you a shot yup
Maybe you deserve the crown
Won’t give you a treasure map yet
Cause you’ll figure it out

[Chorus]
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy Yeahh
In the morning after
The dawn is here, be gone be on your wayy Yeahh
In the morning after Dark X2

Dark dark dark dark dark
In the morning after dark
Dark dark dark dark dark
In the morning after dark
Please don’t leave me girl
In the morning after dark
Please don’t leave me girl

(Please don’t leave me girl)

When the cats come out the bats come out to playy
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy
Play play
The dawn is here be on your way
When the cats come out the bats come out to playy
Play play play
The dawn is here be on your way (way way way way…)






My blog songs soothes me a lot....

I'm going to be a Brace-face very soon!

Today has been a hot day.
I just got home after visiting the dentists. After a couple of years contemplating whether to put braces or not,I've decided to go for it. I made an appointment at 2.30pm and went to the braces specialist for consultation. After listening to her explain,I decided it would be a yes. I want neat teeth!


My teeth problem would be Severe overcrowding.
(what the pork,it sounds so serious la. I know it's crowded,but severely?!)

1. Pre-Braces

• Consultation -$30
• Study Models -$100
• 2 X-Rays (head & teeth) - $100
• Extra brace -$100
• Teeth Extraction (4! OMFG,fml) - $70 x 4 = $280

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$610

2. Braces

• Braces - $3800 (student price)

-> 1st month deposit -$2000
-> Subsequently -$150/month

3. Post-Braces

• Retainers(6 months)--->$200-$700

*All these price have yet to include 7% GST

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What the hell,I didn't know that retainers have to put for life! Not that I have to glue the retainer to my teeth until I die la,but I was told that for the first 6 months,I have wear it all the time and only take out when I brush my teeth/eat. After 6 months,wear it only when I sleep. No,wait. I have to wear it all the way until I'm 40 years old?!
I think that's what I heard,but she said that the teeth will move and not be nice even if I do the braces but never wear the retainer afterward. Sigh,I kinda regret it though. I love my sleep a lot and have certain sleeping habits,
I just cannot imagine SLEEPING WITH A RETAINER IN MY MOUTH.



Oh my gosh,I seriously feel like just plucking out the separators from my mouth now and forget about the treatment but then again,$150 would go down the drain.



Yes,I went ahead with the procedure after consultation and started with the study model + putting separators for my additional brace.
Firstly,they put some clay-like thing on a metal plate and stick it on my teeth to do a study model for it. My lips are cracked and bled onto the clay model,turning half the clay red. Omg =.=

And the next appointment would be next week on the 24th January.
Within these few days,I would have to go for my X-Rays at the nearby clinic and get my mom down for parental consent. Wanna know how I feel now after putting the separator?
Tight.

Maaaaaaaaaybe just a little bit pain,that I don't feel like opening my mouth to talk either.
Maybe porridge for dinner tonight. Or the next few weeks.
Sigh.

New Year's Eve on the top of the boat watching fireworks

I'm sucha good girl,blogging regularly and once in every 2 days.
That would make it 3-4 times per week rather than the usual 1-2 times per week.
*beam*

Well,this time I guess it's time to update my blog about my new year's eve.
Seriously I look fugly in the pictures,which I don't know why my eyes are half-closed but I want to blog about it anyway,it's special to me.

This is the place where we went,at night of course with his friends. The original plan was to go to Vivocity and countdown with Mediacorp. But Kai Zhi was afraid that we might have to stand and it'll tedious for me. So we decided to go here instead,together with his friends.
I can't be bothered to explain,it's just a simple dinner.


However those who thought of visiting there,be warned:
When making reservations,be sure to ask for the correct seats. Otherwise you'll end up looking at delicious food and feeling seasick at the same time. If you're unlucky like we were that night,the sea would be rough and you'll feel even more dizzy though the atmosphere,food and services were fab.
Yes,my eyes were half-closed. Stop laughing.


Ya ya,another half-closed eyes. The wind is really strong that night,blowing from behind. Seriously irritating.

With his friends,awkward angle for me. Another unglam picture. Stop laughing!
$%&#&#*

With Debbie,Jun Jie's girlfriend.

Cum on Cockroach?

It's quite hard to believe but Kai Zhi is actually scared of cockroaches.
Ya ya,everyone has got something they're afraid of but I didn't imagine him to be afraid of roaches!

The other day,just before we're about to go out for dinner,a huge cockroach flew right onto his bed. We could have gone out earlier but thanks to that cockroach,we using magazines to hit it. Kai Zhi took a roll-up magazine and I stood on top of the chair,taking a good aim...

Smack!

It flipped over and started running around.

Smack!
Smack!!
Smack!!!

Okay,nowhere to be found.
Used a lamp and look everywhere under the bed. Aha! Cornered to a corner. Here we go!

Smack!

Seriously,this must be the most hard-ass cockroach that I've seen. It should have died already,but it's on its back and struggling. Which is so ewwww! By this moment,Kai Zhi had gone down to get insecticide. We sprayed it for awhile and watched it struggle. And Kai Zhi took the lamp and put it very near the roach,saying it will die after a minute from 'The Scorching Rays of The Golden Lamp.'


1 minute...
2 minute...

Okay,he went to get dettol shower foam and start squeezing on it.
It still didn't die,seriously! What kind of cockroach is this? Still struggling(mildly) away. So KZ put the lamp super close to it.

It did look like someone 'cummed' on it. Which is horribly gross,I know.
Imagine the roach running around looking for food and splat!
A weird kind of white stuff fell from a naked human species and that drowned the cockroach.
What a way to die!



Here's a close-up:

Anyway,I just poured more dettol on it to end its death earlier before letting him clean up.

In other words, we smack ,sprayed,poured dettol and scorch it death.
Hey,at least it's free sun-tanning!

PS. I so so so so wanna blog about my new year's eve,but school started so I'm a little busier catching up on sleep and studies. Trust me,I will;)

Confessions of a Retainee

It's 2.30am as I typed this.
I want to introduce you a song,called Teardrop by Massive Attack;as well as a confession from me. 'Teardrop' was suppose to be my blog song,but I am very frustrated with mixpod.

Lyrics:
Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling in the dark
Stumbling in the dark

This song probably work best if you listen to it at night.
Firstly,sung by Elizabath Fraser,one of the Cocteau twins. She wrote this song while in the midst of a break up. In case you thought that it's in another language,it isn't. It was said that she had a bit of reputation of pronouncing words in a strange way.
A picture of her when she was young.

Now an old 'ah ma' already,but I think that she's a beautiful old 'ah ma'. Hehe!

She did an interview during end of November,not too long ago.


It drizzled slightly this morning,I look out of the window and admire nature's work. The clouds were so beautiful,beyond words could ever describe. You need to be there and see this for yourself,but every day is a different day. Once you miss this moment,there is never another day that look like this again. This is unfortunately my 3rd year in Secondary 3. Judge me if you want and call me stupid. But my friends,teachers and everyone knows what I'm made of. I believe in myself to do better this year. Anyway,it just feels weird.

It's like being in a school full of strangers,the familiar faces are all gone.

There are 2 people who I cared most about and I really hate to disappoint them.
Cheryl texted me before she went HongKong,and Si Hui wished me well on the first day of school. I want to type their msg here to serve as a reminder for myself to really work hard this year.


Oh wait,not to forget my dear darling,Xue Ting too:

Click to enlarge -.-

I know that there are others out there who is concerned for me,I truly appreciate it. Thank you very much. I will work hard this year,I really don't want to disappoint anyone again. Nights.

PS. I widened my blog template,I hope it was better than before and easier to read.

What's YOUR new year's resolution?

I suppose my very first post on the first day of 2010 should be a meaningful post.
Therefore I decided to delay my Christmas post and blog about my new year resolutions.

1. Get good grades


2. Earn more money for myself to save/spend


3. Spend more time with my family instead of running out all the time


4. Try to eat more vegetables. (cannot stand the taste of veggie la,I just love my meat!)


5. Travel to Europe and UK


6. Stop procrastinating and start working on the things that I'm suppose to do!


7. DO. NOT. *repeat repeat* DO. NOT. BE. LATE. (I can't help it. Maybe late not more than 30min?)
   


8. Love people more


9. Blog more/better contents. (Not good enough meh? Smack you sia!)


10. BITCH MORE! Muahahaha,so you people better stop pissing me off. Like,seriously.


11. Pack my wardrobe. (Seriously in big a mess,most not on hangers due me picking them out,changing my mind the last minute and dumping them inside again.)
    


12. Tekan(torturing) service crews like waiters and waitresses lesser. I think they hate me,seriously.
    


13. Read more books.

These are in no order,just some wishes for a better year. It's been a rough year for the most of us,I believe. I gotta run now,in attempt to fulfill point 7. Now that I made my new year resolutions,what's yours?